I'm alive. I am pretty damn cool. I'm drawing. And uh the last thing .. well, at least I'm not causing drama.
School has been .. hectic. This module, omfg. KEA-levels of chaos. One lecture, a teacher even started pissing the other teachers off so much they ended up in a verbal fight, causing all the students to walk out in protest of this bullshit. We have an exam, that I've written, delivered and will defend in October. I'm pretty nervous. I'm concerned that I've actually just written 8 pages of utter crap. I'm aiming for a 4, because the assignment will drag me down. Idk.
The problem with it is, that they haven't specified at all how they want this assignment to look or what it should contain. They've just told us to do it.
It's messed up, and I'm glad that at least the teachers have been able to see it too.
I've gotten my internship. I got my 9th priority, which is .. well, the place is probably fine, but it's so out of the way in the countryside that I'll have problems taking opening shifts, plus the age-gap at the institution isn't exactly my cup of tea. 10 - 12-yearolds .. preteens, ugh.
The internship locations were so crappy though, so that's what I had to deal with. Next year I'll get bumped up on the list so I'll be more likely to get a high-priority spot, but now I'll just have to deal with it for those 6 fucking months.
At least I'll get paid more.
*sigh* I know it was JUST summer vacation, but damn .. I needed a vacation right about now. Thanks school, for poorly planned exam weeks!
So the drama ..
I've recently discovered, that I'm super fed up with a friend I have. With the shit he has pulled lately, I can see pretty clearly that I've been more for him that he has ever been for me. Frankly I am just waiting for the next time he fucks up, so I can cut his dumb ass out of my life for good. Or at least cut WAAAYY down on spending any time on him. It looks as if it's coming up really soon; he, 24 years old, has been dumb enough to fall for this messed up manipulative 16-yearold, and as soon as she manages to get him to sleep with her, or even worse, gets "romantically" involved with her, I am bailing this shitsailer. I'm not going to relive 2012 all over again, my life is simply too short for bullshit like that. (If you're wondering about the age difference, the age of consent is 15 in my country. This however doesn't make it less disgusting).
Tbh if I can agree with his ex about this girl, there is something deeply wrong about it.
Not much is going on with the family. It's gonna be a quiet month next month, and after that it's gonna be one family event after the other. It's gonna blow monkeydicks.
I finished the painting for my dad! I finally finished! Oh man, it was hell and my back is so sore, but it was WORTH IT! FUCK! Things I should probably get done
- Do the dishes
- Study for my exam