It's not quite August yet, but what the hell.
I was offered a standby-spot to the school I applied for. It's good, it's not a rejection. It means I'll get in now if I'm lucky and some person gives up their spot, or I'll automatically get in next summer. If I don't get in now however, I'll apply for winter uptake. I'm not going to wait one year if I can help it.
I'm too exhausted to be bothered by that right now. It's a huge relief alone that they didn't reject me.
One week ago, I saved my boyfriend's life. He fell 10-15 meters down and landed face-first on concrete. He was extremely lucky and didn't hurt anything vital, but if I hadn't reacted as quickly as I did, he would have died of internal bleeding. He's awake and normal, but will be in the ICU until he can breathe on his own, and it'll be 8 weeks until he's allowed to use his legs. His parents have come over from the other end of the country to be with him in this difficult time, and I know they can't afford to be here for his entire process, so I've been doing the practical work with economy, job, school and living situation so they can get the most out of the time they have with him.
It was a very traumatic experience that I'm still trying to process (so if I'm talking to you and you think I start becoming annoying, just say the word and I'll change the subject).
August will be a light-edition of those two months in the spring with the constant parties. I'll do as much as I can manage, but I really need time to rest as well. I'm gonna try to doodle in my new sketchbook as much as possible for distraction.
Oh yes, I'm doing another Kiriban for 12345 by the way. Catch it for some free art
I should be working on
2 subeta commissions